I've been having an almost sad feeling in my stomache for the past couple of days.  Whenever I get this feeling, it always is a precurser to something yucky going on in the world.  I felt this way just before 911.  I don't like this feeling.  I meditate and I can't focus.  All I can do is think about how sad I feel.  I wish I could pin-point what is going on so that I could at least know.  I probably can't do anything specifically about it.  I could send light out to the part of the world that needs it, if only I knew who needed it.  What I think I will do is send light out to everywhere.  I can also be kind to people on the street.  That's the only thing I can think of to do to be in action about how I feel.  I wonder what it going on in the world?  Perhpas it's not something going on in the world, but rather something going on within me.  I can't really pin-point anything that is particularly wrong in my life.  In fact, everything is good.  I have to go and meditate and take care of myself.  I guess we'll see what it is in a couple of days.

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